Sappy Delight

This is deep.

Today, I write this Tumblr post because I have reached some epiphanies as of late. I’m writing not only because Tumbling is way over due for me, but also because I’ve realized a unique and significant beauty in every single person.

    Whether it’s because I’m high right now, or just because I’ve been able to be enlightened by the complexity of human nature, is not really known.

     But what I can say is this, the beauty I see in every person is fantastically and challengingly subtle, but once it’s found, I see a whole new person in front of me.

     It’s fascinating, because depicting subtle traits in a person makes them beautiful to me; it’s their own click, their own corkiness, their own personality.

     It could be a movement of a woman’s bangs from her eyes, a walk slightly different than another’s, a posture more masculine than most, or simply the time lapse between a smile—it’s all beautiful to me.

   I know that I appreciate these things, the reason for which, I still ponder on to this day. I guess to me it shows character, sensitivity, being vulnerable, and ultimately, a style that differentiates from everyone else.

   I think I’m legitimately crushing on someone, and I’m not even sure why. I’ve started seeing my own distinctions in him, his sensitivity, his intelligence, his amazingly optimistic outlooks on life, his struggles, pains, creativity, and his imperfections in him whom I see is perfect in my eyes.

    It’s not even difficult to tell, this person is on my mind a lot more than I anticipated he would be, but it’s someone new, someone amazing, someone unique, and someone absolutely beautiful.

    It’s one of these, “what the fuck is going on, brain” moments, in which I’m literally looped in my own brain, confused as to why I’m emitting the emotion I am, within myself. 

    In admitting that I am really into someone right now, I highly doubt the other person knows. Whether he knows, is not my concern, but I was able to see such potential, such confidence, such sensitivity all in one facade that I simply would like to know more at an intimate level. I’ll leave it at that for now.

    ANYWAYS, going back to my ‘beautiful’ topic. You are all beautiful, in more ways than one, but not in the style of any single one. With that being said, don’t ever let anyone bring you down, tell you you aren’t good enough, tell you’re not pretty enough, skinny enough, hell—even fat enough. Because you are designed for a reason, and your changes upon your design should only be made to positively benefit YOU as a person, not meet the expectations of another.

    If somebody likes you, it’s because they see through you, to the rawest part of your soul, and see that this is someone an emotional connection is worth it with, and that’s a feeling of ecstasy I have felt before with somebody, but was quite ephemeral. I believe everybody has the ability to exert that same, very subconscious choice within our brains to trigger a want to go to the deepest part of another’s soul.

   Not to say I’m spiritual, if at all, but as of late, the importance of rejuvenating the soul has been something not only therapeutic to myself, but to the many that are able to impact me positively.

   To close, I appreciate life, I appreciate emotions, I appreciate my own revelations, and most importantly, I appreciate each and every single person’s beauty. I hope something was said here to brighten up your day, because every human on this planet is special to me, and every single human on this planet has the potential to become what they strived for all their lives—happy. 

-Super High Sapeer

apertorture asked: HOLY SHIT WELCOME BACK TO TUMBLR~

:3 I had some spare timez. <3